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No words I write can ever say
How much I miss you every day.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows;
How I miss you, nobody knows!
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name,
But all I have are memories
And photos in a frame.
No one knows my sorrow,
No one sees me weep,
But the love I have for you
Is in my heart to keep.
I've never stopped loving you--
I'm sure I never will;
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches in this world are many
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches as I whisper low,
"I need you and I miss you so."
The things we feel so deeply
Are often the hardest to say,
But I just can't keep quiet any more,
So I'll tell you anyway.
There is a place in my heart
That no one else can fill;
I love you so, my precious son,
And I always will.
If only I could talk to you,
I could ease some of your pain,
I'd first tell you that your loss,
Is surely HEAVEN'S gain.
An Angel came to me that day,
And said, "He needs you there,
I have come to lead the way,
Then you'll be in His care."
My uniform, it's as the snow,
My badge is purest gold,
It's His hand I'll hold.
So Mama, please don't grieve too long,
I don't like to see you sad,
Just think of me in my new home,
With JESUS and His DAD.
There is no sorrow nor any pain,
Just joy here and there,
And such a place of beauty,
Mama, it's everywhere!!!
Oh, if you could only see,
The places that I've been,
Such beautiful and bright colors,
I have never before seen.
The flowers and the butterflies,
The quiet little stream,
The evening breeze as I watch,
All the birds as they sing.
The little children play at ease,
For them there is no fear,
Here there is no trouble,
For Jesus Christ is near.
There are no earthly words to tell,
Such peace and tranquility,
Mama, our Jesus made this place,
Just for you and me.
So, for a little while,
I know it hurts to think of me,
Just remember where I am,
And I have complete peace.
As time goes by, and you think of me,
Remember why I'm here,
I lived my life to help others,
That gave me joy and cheer.
And Mama, everything I ever was,
I was because of you,
You taught me about honor,
And to MINE own self be true.
You Never Said Goodbye
You never said "I'm leaving;"
You never said goodbye.
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knew why.
A million times I needed you;
A million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly;
In death I love you still;
In my heart you hold a place,
That no one else can fill.
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone,
For part of me went with you,
The day God took you home.
| LETTER FROM HEAVEN
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to
say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell
with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that
I am with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on
earth was through. God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I
It's good to have you back again, you were missed while your gone.
As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on.
I need you here badly, you're part of my plan. There's so much that
we have to do, to help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things, that he wished
for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight. God
and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all
those loving years. Because you are only human, they are bound to bring
But do not be afraid to cry: it does relieve the pain. Remember there
would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has
planned. If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er. I'm
closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and
many hills to climb; But together we can do it by taking one day at a
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too; That as you
give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and
pain; Then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I
passed along the way I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low; Just lend a hand
to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street and
you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go....from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.
"Don't Worry About Me Mom"
You don't have to worry about me anymore, All of those nights wasted pacing the floor. So afraid that the phone would ring, Terrified of the news it could bring.
I wasn't a very easy son to raise, I gave you a run for your money on most days. You tried with all you had to make me understand, That the path I was taking was to a no man's land.
No, you don't have to worry anymore, Sweet Jesus and his angels met me at the Door. They filled me with a love that set my heart ablaze, And suddenly, I could see the error of my ways.
I now realize I caused much anguish and pain, I'm so sorry for it all, I had nothing to gain. But Heaven is so beautiful, I've found peace you see, And I'll be waiting for you Mom, to celebrate Jesus with me.
Your loving son, John
Author: Rose Mary Colarusso ÃƒÆ’Ã†â€™ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã…Â¡ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â©2000
"What Did I Do"
What did I do that went so wrong
I tried to teach you to be wise and strong.
I looked forward to seeing you with family and home,
I didn't know it would be earth and stone.
I'll never see you walk down that aisle,
I'll never again see that wonderful smile.
My heart is breaking that much I can say,
I can't wait to see you on some distant day.
I am no longer afraid of dying,
Sometimes I think it's better than crying.
But most of all because I'll see you,
And that my dear son is what I long to do.
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A ROSE FOR YOU JASON.
A ROSE FOR YOU JASON SO BEAUTIFUL AND PURE. YOU WERE MY PERFECT ROSE WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND KEEP YOU CLOSE IN OUR HEARTS. YOU LEFT US BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES OF YOU TO KEEP WITH US ALWAYS UNTIL THE DAY WE ARE WITH YOU AGAIN WE LOVE YOU JASON ALWAYS AND FOREVER.